She was a happy child, loved prancing around, made the silliest of goofy situations possible, loved to see people laugh and was the happiest when she could make 'em laugh.
The day came like a darkstorm, when every ounce of happiness came crashing down, no sign of trust and belonging visible. She lost faith in her own life.
That day she knew life as it was would never be the same again.
...wait a minute haven't we heard these same words repeated over and over again in tales and yores for the past few centuries in all of our human languages!!!
Gosh!!!We're surely going around in circles and whirlpools and eddies of Time, aren't we?
Will we ever learn, from the past, ever???
She had read those words too....But never thought they would be out of her own experience, her current state of mind. But will she be one of the Survivors and Warriors; or will she give in to the pressure of Sadism and Vile people????Does she have the strength to face the Storms that will try to strike again once they know the loopholes in her life?
Right now. She's giving up. She certainly is. Because the body is giving up. She can't stand the pain inside. The breaking and crumpling is terrifyingly painful. She held out for a long time now. Almost a decade...
But she couldn't dare include the one person into either her past or her fears. She didn't want the one man she didn't mind calling her cuddly wuddly Bear, to be included into the kind of men, who were bothering her.
...and she was only speculating what was happening behind her back. She knew it was vicious and she'd have to leave the place she loved soon. It is still unimaginable how people could come up with such vile and cruel acts. She couldn't see the reasons for the necessity and desperation they had.
....to be continued...
